Don’t let it bring you down, it’s only castles burning.

I lost another job today. Like many of the jobs I have lost in the past 15 years, it was a job I really wanted. A job that I thought would lead somewhere. A job that was to be the next stepping stone in my life. A job that was meant to lift our nosesContinue reading “Don’t let it bring you down, it’s only castles burning.”

Line up the dominoes, a light wind blows. You try to stop it tumbling, But on and on it goes…

I’ve known for a while that my anxiety was a problem. For the entirety of my life, I’ve needed to drive myself to keep going. If I didn’t keep moving at full tilt, I wouldn’t get anything done. Lay off the whip and I’d go nowhere. And I think back in the day when IContinue reading “Line up the dominoes, a light wind blows. You try to stop it tumbling, But on and on it goes…”

But then they sent me away to teach me how to be sensible, logical, responsible, practical…

It’s weird remembering my school days. I was a “gifted” child, of course, like many kids with ADHD. But also like many kids with ADHD, my gifts appeared very selective. The initial plan was to skip me directly into first grade. My ADHD-raddled five-year-old brain heartily disagreed with this plan, which is why I wasContinue reading “But then they sent me away to teach me how to be sensible, logical, responsible, practical…”

I love to work at nothing all day

There are many days that I just don’t want to do anything. Today is a perfect example. I have always had difficulty pulling myself from the rut of apathy. As a child, I would turn my friends away at the door because I didn’t “feel like” playing that day. I would turn down offers toContinue reading “I love to work at nothing all day”

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